Jesus died on the cross so I could be forgiven and he died so you can be forgiven too. When I admitted my wrongdoing and asked him to change me he did. He gave me the power to turn away from past bad habits and wrongdoing because of the Helper alias Holy Spirit.
When I admit I wronged God and other people now and in the past and ask God for forgiveness through his Son, he does forgive. He will forgive you if you let him.
I found joy, love and more and so can you. It just takes a simple prayer to tell God that you believe that Jesus was his Son who died for you so your old wrong ways could be forgiven. Pray also to Jesus to send His helper and that you would like Jesus to be your Lord and Saviour.
You too can experience the love of God and the joy he produces. The narrations were a testimony to the fact that God has given me these things and he will give them to you too if you but ask through prayer and belief. If you have questions don't hesitate to contact me and if you said a prayer similar to this one or the one I suggested I would be delighted to know.